Dear Fear 👀🙋
👆😊 See that rhyming oxymoron in the first two words itself? As I write this. I’m still trembling. For you, don’t just remind me of one way, but multiple steps back that I took because of you.
👥🙇 Today someone asked me, what is my fear? And in an instant, I realized there isn’t one there’s too many. You managed to seep through every inch of me.🤔😪 I didn’t know how you entered my life, but you didn’t exist for a while until one day, you were just there becoming a part of me. How? I don’t know. I guess I’ll never figure it out.
🤩💪 You saved me from a lot, but you also took away my leaps of faith. I’ll never know what it would be like if I beat you to your game and won that constant war with you.
🚦🥺 You exist in me while crossing the road, taking that decision to skydive to people. We’re all human, but how did you manage to scare me from my own? I guess I’ll never understand.
😭😓 You hurt me in the places, but you know what hurts the most, the fact that I would never be transparent. Thanks to you. I would always have my truth with me, because with all the other things you took away my trust too.
🚫⏸ I know that you and I will always be equivalent lines that will never meet. We’ll be at a constant race to win from each other.
🌟🌈 But you know what? I know that one day I’ll be the winner and you’ll still be a part of me. But, I’ll learn to shut you up that day I would shine brighter than you ever did in my life. And you’ll watch me grow with me.
💪🏖💯 I’m sitting on a beach at 4 AM, wanting to take a dip in the ocean, but there you are stopping me. And you won, yet again. But, I guess I’ll come back and not let you be the winner forever.
The only way to fight with your fear is to face it😉😎
Not so much love now. I guess,
