To the crush who can never be mine

The longer you hide your feeling for someone

The deeper you fall for them💞

 

        I always wanted to tell you about how I felt for you. So, today as anonymous, I am writing this to you with weeping yet a decorated smile over my sadness. It all started when I could get the first glimpse of yours at the freshers party. Damn, how can I just forget that smile which glowed on your face while you were talking to us? The moment my eyes got stuck on you I was frozen for a few seconds just like ice. I somewhere knew that my heart belonged to you. I was just impressed by your style and attitude.

        A carefree person too cute to handle. To see your smile is my only daily goal and reason for my attendance in the class the days. I purposely always sat in the right corner of the class so that I can just stare at you always. My lunch break passed in just watching you. You were my crush love always. I was too happy to talk to you until I got to know that you are already committed. That very moment I just broke accepting you to be my good friend with a heavy heart.

 

        You know how they say, that a fairy-tale can never be lived but sure imagined. I have loved, lived, and relived the fairy-tale I imagined to be ours. Whenever you shrink a bit, finding my concerns awkwardly strange, I had to step back. To make you feel better than before. Every time you murmured a song any day, I happened to listen to it on loop for months. You stumbled. I fell. You cried, I broke down. You smiled, I blushed around like a kid. You fought with me, I cursed myself for weeks. You were the cure I needed for my distress. You were my beauty, I happened to be your best, well, somewhere in another world, I guess.

 

        So, today when I see you with the one you love, with the one you share your life, it feels bittersweet. Despite this, your smile still makes my day. And being with the one you are in love with, keeps you happy like never before. Bitter, Okay, yeah I'm jealous and a bit, just a little bit, heartbroken, maybe. Have you ever thought if we ended up together and you had a crush on me too, how would our lives be? I passed my school days just imagining this situation. My friends say you're out of reach, like a little boy extends his hands towards the stars in the sky, but never gets it. Maybe, that's what I'll believe in. That you're my star. Flawed, yet Flawless.

 

                                                                  -Your strange stalker😇

Share with your school's/college's crush💓 but as an unknown😀.

Never let your crush knows about you so that your one-sided relationship keeps interesting😉 and stronger.😍

Keep your crush as a crush only, because if she will become your girlfriend then there will be no feelings remaining like, what you felt for her before.💯